the end of pain

This is the empty hearth

That I never found what I’ve been looking for



I saw the immortal beauty shines

Take me out from the darkness that I hide,

Let me follow the row of a candle light

That would bring me to heaven



Aku menatap sebuah cahaya

Dari gelapnya ruangan kelam

Di himpit dinginya dinding sempit dan lembab

Terbalut putihnya kafan.



Kini dalam kesendirian telah kuhancurkan debu derita

Yang lelah ku pikul , erat menggemgamku

Forgive me for my mistake before

Wiped out your tears and smiling for me

Don’t you ever remember what I had ruin

But just take a look what I’ve done

Pernahkah Anda berada di tempat di mana harapan Anda hilang?

Pernahkah Anda berada di tempat di mana harapan Anda hilang? 

kalao pernah itulah namanya kehidupan

kadang kita tak pernah benar benar siap!!!

an elegy

There's something i've been
missing,I can't hold my head up high
I'ts getting really hard to laugh
And realize that you're already
gone
These tears always paint me
My sins are constantly judging
me
I cannot run, I cannot hide
I'ts killing me and dragging me
down
I can feel your eyes are watching
But i can't hold my head up high
I'ts getting really hard to
understand
The way you leave me, The way
you leave me
And i'm still here standing on this
endless road
Never had a chance to say thanks
Never had a chance to say
goodbye
So much sadness, What happened
to happiness?
Life is too short for questions
And it's hard to find the answers
Mesmerized by light you exposed
Igniting a fire inside my soul
This strength runs through my
veins
Wish i could bring you here again
Start a new beginning
Back to track and learning
Until we meet again.

everything 'bout our life

hampir 67 tahun negara kita merdeka,,,hampir 25 tahun aq jadi manusia,entah berguna atau tidak aku tetaplah manusia,,ku tapaki kedidupan ekstreem yang sepertinya tak bersahabat dgn org2 ekstreem sepertiku,,
ku tau kau sedang takut menghadapi orang2 seperti kami,,tapi kami tau perjuangan harus tetap berlanjut demi perut kami,juga perut anak2 kami kelak,,
kalian ambil hak2 kami,hey bangsat2 negara,penjilat,perampok busuk,,berdasi,berjas,bermartabat bangsat.
ingin rasanya kami,remukkan kepala kalian,agar.. kalian tau hak hak kami berada dalam isi otakmu,,imgin rasanya ku tumpahkan isi perutmu juga agar kalian tau kami lelah bersabar....

dalam dirimu

you told me how fragile you are

you told me almost drown and die
ask yourself if you're happy
still hide can’t face reality,,life too short,why you waste of it
pain yourself,all the words is fake
look at the mirror and see your ego reflection
you're the one who lied and it has become a reason,,you slave,served the devilshit inside
don't know it's wrong or right
you hate,served devilshit inside
don't know it's wrong or right,,if you refuse Him,broke everything inside ..burn everything inside
I can't help you,No God inside your heart,there's something must to fight,,you just so proud of yourself natural pointless I’ve ever made
how to lie how to fake
all this shit for the beautifull world of deceit
you don’t know what or who to trust
feel with anger and disgust can’t ignore the path of live
just leave it and close the holy book of lies,.,.,.,
just leave it
just leave it and close the holy book of lies.,.,
,,all you need are all needles
what you got is dead alone
love lead yourself to ground zero
growing spot to smoking pot
more crank more coke with your death
supposed you’ve heard a voice inside
you ain’t got nothing against your GOD,,you ain’t got nothing against your GOD

broke everything inside …like you always done before
broke everything inside …. intoxicated your soul

just leave it,just leave it and close the holy book of lies
just leave it,just leave it and close the holy book of lies
just leave it,just leave it and close the holy book of lies
just leave it,just leave it and close the holy book of liesyou slave,served the devilshit inside
don't know it's wrong or right
you hate,served devilshit inside
don't know it's wrong or right,,if you refuse Him,broke everything inside ..burn everything inside
I can't help you,No GOD inside your heart,there's something must to fight,,if you refuse Him,broke everything inside (burn everything inside U)
burn everything inside (burn everything inside U)
I can't help you,No GOD inside your heart,there's something must to fight
(burn everything inside U),,Inside (burn everything inside U)
Inside U (burn everything inside U) 

a repentance

Setelah semua tempat yang KM sudah TEMPATI, semua pilihan dalam hidup,, km telah melihat,, Apakah km menjalani hidup mu dengan putus asa ,, Untuk air mata dan rasa sakit yang telah diberikan, dan dosa-dosa km memohon untuk diampuni,, Percaya aku, Tuhan tidak akan meninggalkan km di sana

Pernahkah Anda berada di tempat di mana harapan Anda hilang?

Saya tidak percaya, saya berjuang dan mati sia-sia
Seperti mimpi buruk atau mimpi yang luar biasa mengerikan seperti
Struktur masyarakat yang sakit, semuanya turun ke masalah besar
Bicara hal yang aneh acak, di rumah sakit jiwa
Kau bukan malaikat saya, saya menolak untuk menjadi korban Anda, Mati dengan mantra Anda, mencari cinta di tempat tinggal, neraka,, senyum Kematian untuk semua, kita hanya bisa tersenyum kembali,, Dalam kegelapan, dalam bayangan, tidak pernah berbicara tentang bahwa sebelum ... aku perlu tahu, saya perlu tahu,, Kenapa penyalahgunaan segalanya, menghina saya dalam kesedihan, kebutuhan sorrowI, cahaya terang,, (aku tidak gila) saya membutuhkan mata untuk melihat segala sesuatu di dalam, di dalam (Anda tidak pernah tahu di dalam hatiku) Underworld antic dan absurditas murka berbenturan, bertabrakan
(Hanya memegang rasa sakit saya) aneh mengerikan khusus, perangkat bodoh misterius, perangkat (Sampai aku bertemu dengan Tuhan yang Mahakuasa) Deep dalam kesadaran dan tidak taat Allahku,, Pernahkah Anda berada di tempat di mana harapan Anda hilang?
(Saya sangat sendirian) Di bawah tekanan, di mana orang tidak mau mengerti?
(Menghina) Crowded dalam kepalaku,, (Oh Tuhan) Saya tidak bisa menahan diri untuk membunuh seseorang,, (Bunuh Diri)

assalamu alaikum

there is no word that is more beautyful that to close our story,cuz our love story has a hppy ending,we get married,built a small family.
pray for us guys,support our steps,becuz the stunggle is not over,
we are,andik 'n ima,will walk away,along with building a new life.pray for us.hopefully our wedding,we get a mariage blessing almighty god,(allah swt)thx guys,i hope god bless u all,,wassalamu alaikum warahmatullah.
\m/one heart for the metalheads\m/