Saturday, December 17, 2011

WARNING!this page maybe hazardous to your mental healt!!!

Tuhan jangan biarkan aku jatuh jauh
kelembah nista yang semakin dalam (Nista)
Jangan biarkan aku terkurung dalam
kehinaan dan kemunafikan (Hina)
Aku hina dan kotor serta tak pantas masuk kedalam surga Mu (Surga)
Ku juga lemah dan tak tahan akan panasnya api neraka Mu

God Help I'm drown
God Forgive me, God Forgive me  HYPOCRISHIT!!!



dissapear

Semu arah hiasi langkahku
Tiada lelah habiskan sang waktu
Sinar untuk terangi rautku
Cairkan darahku yang lama membeku,,Bisu terus pandangi
Coba tuk membaca maksud hati
Diam aku nikmati
Rapuh dan ringkih untuk berdiri
Kuhampiri sebuah mimpi!!!
Perih luka terus dekati,,,Hilang Lepas kendali,,Berharap tersisa sebuah ruang tempat di mana tenangkan jiwa
Berharap tersisa sebuah bintang tempat berdoa tanpa suara,,Peluk aku Sang Cipta
Sambut aku Sang Cipta
Beri aku teman .. Beri aku angan

angerball(sebuah amarah)

Maggots ate my flesh, Worms spread on my bones
Grain dust in my lungs, Blood shed from my mouth
...I saw death, I saw death...Sadness and pain, sickness and wounds,,All those judgments, questions, no answer, punishment
Denial and hatred, counting on nothing
All those hates, all those rages, all damages, I've created,,Give me the strength to win this battle
A divine power - I'm gonna dance with the devil
A drowned man can be awaken, a broken man can be healed
Though must swallowed poison, embrace the fear,,Free fall... hell awaits...
Gasping the last breath,,Give up on YOU, nothing to say
Lay down my heart in YOUR hands on my pray
Give up on YOU, I'd like to say
I still believe that truth will find the way,,,,Weakness and will and strength I need lost in every step
Don't label me a freak, I'm facing my own demon
Brutal, Rebel, ignorance, stubborn, selfish, arrogance, drugs and anarchy
Dead souls out of you and me,,Symptom of anger... symptom of hate...Symptom of wrath... symptom of rage...Leading a tyrant... leading to dictate...Feeding your lust, and we shall...Fight... Force... Fight... I give up on YOU
I might be right... I might be wrong
This futile fight, it takes too long
Will YOU save me... Will YOU save me from myself
Will YOU take me home...

a repentance

After all the places you've been, all the choices in life you've seen,,Would you live your life with no despair,,For the tears and pain you've given, and sins you beg to be forgiven,,Believe me, GOD won't leave you there